Hi!February...

Hi!Hello!Hallo!Holla!!

Today is 1th day on 2012!! Opss..sorry, i means 1th day on FEBRUARY!! Yap, don't you wonder if you feel the time running sooo fast. Cause its true.. day by day passed faster than you thinks. And i feel the same with you. For me, there was no significant change that make me different from the last month.

I am still single and don't know when I get married LOL :P 

Naturally, I have sensitive sense. And i think, everyone in the world have the same. But lately, I feel my sensitive sense more control of me. No matter the time and place.  When and where I go with. I often crying without a reason, when I feel lonely, when I am tired, confuse, angry, and even when I am happy too. My tears are so many reserve, I don't know whether its good or bad for me. One day I’ll find out what it is for :) But after I cry, I felt better. Thats it!! 

But a friend told me that "Crying doesn’t indicate that you’re weak . Since birth , it has always been a sign that you’re alive!!" I know it is. Sometimes I demand people to understand that sensitivity, and they just don’t. It is annoying. And I just have to swallow the bitterness for that. Apparently not many people have the same sensitivity as me.

*sigh*

Well, please forget about my 'damn' mood :P 

For this month, I have a wish list that I really wish I could have one...they are: 

- New 'desk' in the office, more larger than my old desk. Where I bring my personal  things in my desk, like   pillows, mugs, notes, personal photos, some flowers, some dolls, and etc. Its very important,because yeah.. daytime will be spent mostly in the office.And I am so confused on juggling this weird model *____*

my 'old' desk...looks so bored, right? haha..

- Some books ; fiction , romance, comedy, comic, inspiring book, cooking book or something like this. 

- 'Cemprut' goodies !! Ohh... =P~

- A lot of "me" timee....I just want to learn cooking, sewing or travelling which is can be refresh my brain, my 'thiny' body and soul :P

And, over all I wanna get back my good mood as soon as I can. 


~ Okay, back to work :)